Turnaround Upsidedown,

Past Insecurities.

I'm afraid it's gonna get the better of me.

Editorial.
Evangeline Naomi Tan, 16.
I attend Grace Assembly of God, loyal to R-AGE :D And I ♥ to bowl and play guitar. Currently picking up the drums. Graduated from Raffles Girls Primary and Christchurch Secondary. I've got a huge weakness for food, especially expensive ones. Heart cookies&cream related snacks! (:

Events.
14/11-15/11:SP's Escapade
17/11-19/11: NP RedCamp6
28/11: Centurion outing
30/11-03/12: Ignite Camp
13/12-16/12: Rhema Conference 09'
19/12: Esplanade Xmas gig?
20/12: Shopping spree!

Spillers.

Follow Me!

Getaway.
Agnes.
Alicia.
Amalina.
Amelia Yumi.
Andre.
Aqilah.

Ben.
Benezer.

Carmen.
Caroline.
Celine.
Charis.
Charlene.
Charmaine.
Cherbelle.
Chingy.
Chloe.♥
Clara.
Cornelius.

Danial.
Daniel Chow.
Danny.
Darryl.
Deanna.
Debra.
Desmond.
Duane.

Edda.
Elaine.
Elena.
Emelia.
EnMin.
Eric.
Ethel.

Fadhir.
Farihin(m).
Firdaus.

Garry.♥
Germainelee.
Germaineyin.
Gideon.
Glenda.
Glenys.♥

Hakim.
Huey Shin.
Hui Juan.♥

Isabel.
Ivory.

Jacintha.
Jacques.
Janice.♥
Jarren.
Jason.
Jeanine.
Jenny.
Jeraldine.
Jeslin.
Jesline.
Jianmin.
Jiaw.
Jinwan.♥
Joel.♥
Jordon.
Joshua Lui.
Joshua Ng.

Kengyip.

Lewis.
Lyana.

Matthew.
Mrho.
Myra.

Nigel.

QiYuan.

Racheal.♥
Rahman.
Rebecca.
Rebekah.
Rhys.
Ricky.
Rohi.♥
Ron.♥
Ruby.

Samantha.
Samuel.♥
Sandragoh.
Shamus.
Sheena.♥
Sherman.
Sheryl.
Shimin.
Stanley.
Stephaniechan.
Soon Hin.

Taiyong.
Teckyi.

Valeriechia.
Valerielim.
Vanessa.
Vicki.
Victoria.
Vivianchew.
Vivianteo.
Vivien.
Violet.

Wailoong.
Wilson.

XinFang.

Yokekay.
Yuki.
Yukie.

Zeken.
Zhuxin.♥

Behind.
December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009

Credits.
©Glamouresque.

Sunday, December 13, 2009

Light Up The Sky

10 days, imyvm.

I miss my tiger nails damn lottttxzsx.
Thanks to my stupid dad, srsly. Happily went for supper on Thursday night, instead of having a peaceful supper, gotten hell loads of scolding from him. Effing shytzczds mans. Pfft.

Friday afternoon, passed Tian Ning some textbooks and notes (:
Met RONTOHHONGSHENG for late lunch! :D:D:D Haven't seen him in agessss. Ahaaah. It was great, laughlaughlaugh at Civics mac. Talking about marrying beggars and rich people. Whatever k. HAHA!
Rubbed off the tiger polish, replaced it with my cotton-candy colour :/

Had band practice yesterday! Awesomest!
I seriously have no idea which instrument I'm focusing on.
One minute play guitar, another play drums. Ahaaah. But kool though, me likeee! {:
Went home after service, had to go to some restaurant to celebrate my grandaunt's birthday.
The food was love. Heeeh.
Boyfie♥ can talkkkkkk! ♥♥♥ him the mostttt. xoxo.

Todayyyyy!
RHEMA OPENING NITE!
Gotta head to church later at about 6 plus. Intensive worship for few hours, wooottts.
Then Rhema till Wednesday (:

My tab button is spoilt. It came out, God knows how it happened :/

I want 19thhh to hurry comeeee ):
Goodbye.

Just five minutes, will make my day.

Thursday, December 10, 2009

What Hurts The Most

"There are so many things I want you to know."

Hello you, I'm happy enough you didn't forget (:

Today went to church for awhile.
To see Chloe♥!

& I got my nails done professionally by her-Tiger stripes!
Thankyouloveyoumuacksxoxolove!

Camwhored in toilet.
I know why we girls like to take photos in toilets!
BECAUSE THERE ARE MIRRORS!
And we love mirrors, right? :P

RHEMA IS IN 3 DAYS TIMEEE! :D:D Eggggcitttinggg!

I got a berrii kool message tone thanks to Chloekay.
TOTALLY SPIES beep! HAHA!
My bro said "It's so primary school."
Nevermind, I like! (:

I'll leave with something darn kewwwt!!
HAMSTER EATING APPLE! :D

Goodbyeeee.

I miss you cans.

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Dark Blue

"Tell me you'll be back soon."

Dear heart, please don't fail me now.

I think too much, wayyyy to much.
"What ifs" are clouding my mind.
Tell me everything I'm thinking ain't true.
):

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Worth The Wait

"When you love someone, and you love them with your heart,
It never disappears.
When you're apart, and when you love someone, and you've done all you can do,
You set them free,
And if that love was true...When you love someone
It will all come back to you."

-- Forget Paris

Tell me, this is really at the moment only.

Monday, December 7, 2009

Someday

They say, write another song.
So we can sing along.
What do I do when I run out of words,
Run out of melody,
Lose my voice to sing?

Where's my heart now, tell me where should it be?
I get tired of singing, when I sing just for singing's sake.

Thankyou to those at Ignite camp,
who thought I was half-Japanese, half-angmoh.
Rojak somethingsomething, thought I was Edward's sister etc. Lol.
Very nice mix, I like.
Love your very much. Heh.

I'm alright, it's okay. I guess...

Sunday, December 6, 2009

These Are The Nights

I feel damn screwed up now.
Why do I still feel as if thousands of daggers stabbing me after you've been gone for so long?

And another you, I hate to see history repeat itself.
I don't wanna end up like where I was with R.
Just when you made me believed you were the 0.01%, my hopes came crashing down thereafter.
Why do I see the past replaying again this time?

For once, hope returned.
Then falls manymany feet underground.

People tell me not to give up.
Giving up always seem like the easier way out.
But tell me tell me, where am I gonna find hope to believe and not give up?

I don't know what's happening.
What happened.
Or what's going to happen.

I only know, I wish I didn't get into this or feel this way in the first place.
Damn.

I really need something/someone to somehow cheer me up.
I think it'd be in my dreams that you'll be the one who will do it ):

Why do you just have to be like them?

You can see my heart, beating.

I know I must pass this test.

Past Insecurities. I'm afraid it's gonna get the better of me.
Editorial. Evangeline Naomi Tan, 16. I attend Grace Assembly of God, loyal to R-AGE :D And I ♥ to bowl and play guitar. Currently picking up the drums. Graduated from Raffles Girls Primary and Christchurch Secondary. I've got a huge weakness for food, especially expensive ones. Heart cookies&cream related snacks! (: Events. 14/11-15/11:SP's Escapade 17/11-19/11: NP RedCamp6 28/11: Centurion outing 30/11-03/12: Ignite Camp 13/12-16/12: Rhema Conference 09' 19/12: Esplanade Xmas gig? 20/12: Shopping spree! Spillers. Follow Me! Getaway. Agnes. Alicia. Amalina. Amelia Yumi. Andre. Aqilah. Ben. Benezer. Carmen. Caroline. Celine. Charis. Charlene. Charmaine. Cherbelle. Chingy. Chloe.♥ Clara. Cornelius. Danial. Daniel Chow. Danny. Darryl. Deanna. Debra. Desmond. Duane. Edda. Elaine. Elena. Emelia. EnMin. Eric. Ethel. Fadhir. Farihin(m). Firdaus. Garry.♥ Germainelee. Germaineyin. Gideon. Glenda. Glenys.♥ Hakim. Huey Shin. Hui Juan.♥ Isabel. Ivory. Jacintha. Jacques. Janice.♥ Jarren. Jason. Jeanine. Jenny. Jeraldine. Jeslin. Jesline. Jianmin. Jiaw. Jinwan.♥ Joel.♥ Jordon. Joshua Lui. Joshua Ng. Kengyip. Lewis. Lyana. Matthew. Mrho. Myra. Nigel. QiYuan. Racheal.♥ Rahman. Rebecca. Rebekah. Rhys. Ricky. Rohi.♥ Ron.♥ Ruby. Samantha. Samuel.♥ Sandragoh. Shamus. Sheena.♥ Sherman. Sheryl. Shimin. Stanley. Stephaniechan. Soon Hin. Taiyong. Teckyi. Valeriechia. Valerielim. Vanessa. Vicki. Victoria. Vivianchew. Vivianteo. Vivien. Violet. Wailoong. Wilson. XinFang. Yokekay. Yuki. Yukie. Zeken. Zhuxin.♥ Behind. December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 Credits. ©Glamouresque.	Sunday, December 13, 2009 Light Up The Sky 10 days, imyvm. I miss my tiger nails damn lottttxzsx. Thanks to my stupid dad, srsly. Happily went for supper on Thursday night, instead of having a peaceful supper, gotten hell loads of scolding from him. Effing shytzczds mans. Pfft. Friday afternoon, passed Tian Ning some textbooks and notes (: Met RONTOHHONGSHENG for late lunch! :D:D:D Haven't seen him in agessss. Ahaaah. It was great, laughlaughlaugh at Civics mac. Talking about marrying beggars and rich people. Whatever k. HAHA! Rubbed off the tiger polish, replaced it with my cotton-candy colour :/ Had band practice yesterday! Awesomest! I seriously have no idea which instrument I'm focusing on. One minute play guitar, another play drums. Ahaaah. But kool though, me likeee! {: Went home after service, had to go to some restaurant to celebrate my grandaunt's birthday. The food was love. Heeeh. Boyfie♥ can talkkkkkk! ♥♥♥ him the mostttt. xoxo. Todayyyyy! RHEMA OPENING NITE! Gotta head to church later at about 6 plus. Intensive worship for few hours, wooottts. Then Rhema till Wednesday (: My tab button is spoilt. It came out, God knows how it happened :/ I want 19thhh to hurry comeeee ): Goodbye. Just five minutes, will make my day. Thursday, December 10, 2009 What Hurts The Most "There are so many things I want you to know." Hello you, I'm happy enough you didn't forget (: Today went to church for awhile. To see Chloe♥! & I got my nails done professionally by her-Tiger stripes! Thankyouloveyoumuacksxoxolove! Camwhored in toilet. I know why we girls like to take photos in toilets! BECAUSE THERE ARE MIRRORS! And we love mirrors, right? :P RHEMA IS IN 3 DAYS TIMEEE! :D:D Eggggcitttinggg! I got a berrii kool message tone thanks to Chloekay. TOTALLY SPIES beep! HAHA! My bro said "It's so primary school." Nevermind, I like! (: I'll leave with something darn kewwwt!! HAMSTER EATING APPLE! :D Goodbyeeee. I miss you cans. Wednesday, December 9, 2009 Dark Blue "Tell me you'll be back soon." Dear heart, please don't fail me now. I think too much, wayyyy to much. "What ifs" are clouding my mind. Tell me everything I'm thinking ain't true. ): Tuesday, December 8, 2009 Worth The Wait "When you love someone, and you love them with your heart, It never disappears. When you're apart, and when you love someone, and you've done all you can do, You set them free, And if that love was true...When you love someone It will all come back to you." -- Forget Paris Tell me, this is really at the moment only. Monday, December 7, 2009 Someday They say, write another song. So we can sing along. What do I do when I run out of words, Run out of melody, Lose my voice to sing? Where's my heart now, tell me where should it be? I get tired of singing, when I sing just for singing's sake. Thankyou to those at Ignite camp, who thought I was half-Japanese, half-angmoh. Rojak somethingsomething, thought I was Edward's sister etc. Lol. Very nice mix, I like. Love your very much. Heh. I'm alright, it's okay. I guess... Sunday, December 6, 2009 These Are The Nights I feel damn screwed up now. Why do I still feel as if thousands of daggers stabbing me after you've been gone for so long? And another you, I hate to see history repeat itself. I don't wanna end up like where I was with R. Just when you made me believed you were the 0.01%, my hopes came crashing down thereafter. Why do I see the past replaying again this time? For once, hope returned. Then falls manymany feet underground. People tell me not to give up. Giving up always seem like the easier way out. But tell me tell me, where am I gonna find hope to believe and not give up? I don't know what's happening. What happened. Or what's going to happen. I only know, I wish I didn't get into this or feel this way in the first place. Damn. I really need something/someone to somehow cheer me up. I think it'd be in my dreams that you'll be the one who will do it ): Why do you just have to be like them?
You can see my heart, beating. I know I must pass this test.